Thursday, June 30, 2011

Value

The old saying goes that "youth don't know the value of a dollar." In many cases this is true, but I also find it erronous. First, the story that drew me to such a conclusion.
At my work we are currently engaged in a project that involves us shifting collections of books to create more space for another collection. The process is simple: start at one end of the entire master collection and slowly move the books closer together, creating more space slowly, but gradually you go from half a shelf of space, to a column (7 shelves), to a range (10 columns), to multiple ranges. Then when we get to congested areas where growth is needed, we lose space, and it helps regulate the (very) limited space we have.
Now, it's a mind numbingly easy job, the only time we need to think is when we run into a large collection that spans more than one shelf. Then we must alter how much space we give those shelves, mainly by shrinking the growth space since a collection usually isn't growing in the middle... Anyways, my coworkers are usually good about it, sometimes even great. Unfortunately good isn't good enough because that usually wastes around half a shelf to multiple shelves of space (which then I need to correct).
These minute amounts are more like cents, not dollars. Dollars are easier to see the worth in sure, but cents make dollars, and my coworkers are throwing pennies at cars.
So I feel it is important for youth to understand the value of a dollar, but adults need to understand the value of a penny.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Same, but different

It's always a treat no matter who you are, to be given an occasional task at work that is completely out of the norm. This month, at the library where I work, we have been importing gift items from a large source 40 minutes away. This requires us to get a large truck (u-haul type) drive there, load the items, grab lunch, drive back, unload. It sounds, and is indeed laborious, but it's completely different from the usual routine, and I get to enjoy the sunny weather!
I just love how much more I actually enjoy my life in this 3 house town when I get to travel to the 4 horse town over.
different perspectives to keep me from going batty, ah!

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Monday, June 27, 2011

Reflecting on art's future

So today NPR had a great set of music playing when I got to work, Holst's Planet Suite, some Bernstein, Copland, and to end it all, Oblivion by Astor Piazzolla(if you don't recognize any of the above, go on youtube and check them out). Of course I immediately make a Piazzolla station on Pandora. After listening to it all day I've had time to think why I myself had never heard of Sr. Piazzolla until last year when my university's sax quartet played a piece of his.
In part I believe it had less to do with him as a famous musician, and more to do with the fact he died only 21 years ago. Think about it, to most professionals in the field, he is still"alive"to them-meaning they forget he's dead and say it is too soon to see if he has any staying power. But those of my generation didn't know him, he has the same respect to us as Copland, Glass (who had the same relative time span as Piazzolla and much more written about him), Britten, or any other highly esteemed 20th century composers.
A brief music history lesson: Astor Piazzolla was a native of Venezuela, born in the 20's. He was a massive composer, and in many ways the legitimizer and reinventor, of the tango. He has one of the Top 50 classic ensemble pieces played from the 20th C. with Oblivion. He died in 1990. Lesson over.
So in my mind,i think he is going to be remembered as one of the greats. I believe most people's reaction to this is"maybe as a footnote." My justification goes thusly:
1) He is a classically trained Western composer
2) He was volumous with smart, sophisticated art music that is still enjoyable and accessible to a wide array of people.
3) He was a memorable individual-a person history can spend unravelling.
4) He had good success while alive. This isn't always a good indicator of lastability, but it does help in justifying one way or another.
5) (for my music history teachers and friends) He was excellent at counterpoint!
6) He had a style he fervently loved and saw amazing potential in: the tango.

Now as I see it these would be common rebuttles(and my counters):
1) He was from a South American country, barely western.
R) alright, he wasn't from Europe or the US. But he is still a classical composer in the Western Styles. Too often I find we as artists are so ethnocentric and xenophobic towards other types of music from being let in to the museum. Time and again cultures have had to struggle to have their unique music somehow incorporated into the museum. Russians struggled for decades when they decided they wanted to be included; jazz took the better part of a century and still remains under a critical eye! So allowing this supposedly exotic westerner in shouldn't be so hard as it seems to be.
2) Just because he wrote a lot means nothing, and accessible is fairly broad of a word. And enjoyable is interpretive, not concrete.
R) true, you can make a thousand pieces and not be recognized. The same goes for artistic complexity and aesthetic. However, I refuse to believe that someone who poured their life and soul into what they did with such tenacity wouldn't be recognized and remembered. And I would assume a great many people find his music enjoyable, otherwise he would never had fame of any sort.
3) we care about his music, not his personage.
R) everybody has a life story. And the more infamous composers seemed to be real...individuals. Sluts,boozers, drug addicts, heart breakers, heart broken, gay, straight, actually a woman, actually not white, Jewish, Atheist, angry, depressed, sad, loved, ... These are the titles historians get hung up on and people love to find out about. Beethoven wouldn't have been nearly as interesting (and possibly inspired) had he not been going deaf, a luckless romantic, angry, drunk, and cocky.
4) "you're only really appreciated when you're dead" is the common saying, being that only retrospectively can a person's entire works be judged.
R) that saying is a dammed lie most of the time with musicians. Yes Poe died in obscurity, but Shakespear was a playboy. A short list of composers who had fame in life: Monteverdi, J.S Bach, Verdi, Mozart, Vivaldi, Beethoven, Copland, Cage, the Schumans, Bernstein, Rimsky-Kosakov, the Italian Three, The Mighty Handful (though only a couple achieved lasting fame), etc...
Composers who only retrospectively have or respects and admittance to the museum: Schubert, Britten (more so than not), Fanny Mendehlsohn, ... I have a harder time with this one. Most composers have had constant jobs, though not all have sought to redefine or push boundaries, just eat three squares a day. But those who last in the history books are usually famous in life, and volumous to boot! You need variety for your players and yourself. However i will say early fame can be a dead sentence if you obtained it from something other than musical genius (like most rappers).
5) You added this, seriously?
R) Ok, I Still think this is funny. My history teacher told us this in class one time, and I have spent a lot of time thinking about this, but in almost every instance it's true (some 20th c. Movements). Having played his Fuguo and Misterio, the man knew counterpoint(cp). But on a larger scale, cp is like textured brushstrokes, it adds an immense amount of interest and sophistication to a work of art.
6) Composers use many forms, and that is in why, in part, they become famous or lasting.
R) Composers *know*many forms and styles. They use them, but not strictly. On top of that, most composers are known for one song type or another. Bach had fugues by the hundreds, Beethoven had his symphonies, not saying that was all they composed, but it is their notoriety. So why can't tango be placed in the same mind set?
I am only using Piazzolla as an example, these premises can stand for any artist.

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Summer!

As I'm sure a lot of people are advertising today, it's officially the first day of summer! Where I am it is sunny and warm, and of course I'm working. So in true tradition of being locked inside witnessing the wonderfulness that is outside, it's time to daydream!
Things I would like to think I would be doing out in the wonderful weather:
1)reading
2)geocaching
3)riding a bike
4)swimming
5)hiking
6)walking
7)bocce ball
8)frolfing
9)eating a slushy
10)running through sprinklers
11)running around with super soakers
12)writing the next great american novel outside
13)composing wonderful music outside
14)playing my sax outside
15)learning either the banjo or steel guitar outside
16)skating
17)building a tree house
18)playing with a dog
19)eating soft serve ice cream
20)flying a kite
21)lawn darts
22)bbq
23)laser tag
24)seeing a movie at midday prices
25)eating my weight in watermelon
26)soccer
27)learning to break dance
28)run a marching band through the middle of downtown blaring _Louie Louie_
29)motorcycle
30)drive a convertable, top down
31)start a bon fire this evening
32)Go fishing
33)visit a museum
34)learn to do spray paint art
35)create a cataloge of native flaura,fauna,and fungi in my area
36)make a photo album to go with that cataloge
37)make a photo album of me doing any of these things
38)sip lemonade
39) listen to some new music
40) go to a well lit book store
41) make a new board game
42) make out under a tree
43) hug strangers
44) document my life with sidewalk chalk in pictures
45) legitimately document my life in a notebook
46) sculpt
47) throw on a wheel (pottery)
48) rock chisel
49) waterpaint
50) pastel paint
51)oil paint
52) get a group and improv musical scenes
53) hand out coupons that say nice things to people
54) learn to juggle
55) learn to make a pit-kiln
56) make a new instrument
57) learn to repair cars
58) make one of those battle bots
59) learn to yodel
60) put random art clips around town
61) plant trees for the community
62) walk dogs from the pound
63) foursquare
64) tether ball
65) pick up garbage from around town
66) make a sculpture from said garbage
67) put the sculpture on arty's lawn
68) get a group of friends to dress like powder wigged judges from colonial days and shenaniganize the town
69) film said shenanigans
70) chili cookoff
71) make a rube goldberg machine
72) rocket shoes
73) run around dressed as a pirate giving hugs
74) have a friend dressed as a ninja hide then slap me after every hug
75) grill random fruit
76) sprinkle powder soap in front of people's office windows
77) dress as a missionary and do funky dances at people
78) bum money, with a *monkey*
79) roast marshmallows
80) road trip to a random place
81) row in a canoe
82) white water rafting
83) waterski
84) re-enact MJ's _Thriller_ Music video
85) start a city wide conga line
86) host a pointless singing competition
87) make the weiner a dog
88) high five everyone I meet
89) ALL DAY OUTDOOR DISCO
90) poetry slam
91) scavenger hunt
92) leave deep thought evoking questions in random spots around town
93) live action pac-man
94) convince people I'm a duke
95) make up my own language
96) learn a real language
97) float a river
98) build a spice rack
99) dress as a cowboy and tell people to "draw" and hit them with a squirt gun
100) dress up as link running around with stuffed chickens in tow screaming at the top of my lungs "OH GOD, TOO MANY HACKS! THEY WANT REVENGE! WHY ONLY ME!"
101) film it and put the derby song they always have in magic door skits on tv...

I love daydreaming.



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Monday, June 20, 2011

Progress-or how my 237 friends tweet nothing

Yesterday my girlfriend and I were cruising the internet via stumbleupon.com and we found a funny picture of Steve Jobs holding the latest product of his, smiling like he has changed the world again. The caption said something reminiscent of "remember when progress sent us to the moon, not the latest way to get your twitter feed." I thought it was funny, sad, and true. Currently I'm listening to a podcast about how the Voyager 1 spacecraft is still fully functioning and carrying out it's mission, some 30+ years later. This little guy was a technological wonder for its time-complete with: two high power radio transponders, energy sensitive resting equipment, the ability to rotate, a plutonium powered battery, cameras, and an 8 track player. This multi-million dollar piece of machinery is still fully functional, 40 years after its creation.
This item is a high mark in science: recording and documenting events that happen here in our solar system in great detail. And now, the high mark of science is finding new ways of telling everyone what's on your mind? I don't mean to be cruel, but that's sad for so many reasons...
I don't want to make it seem I'm just miffed about space exploration and inhabitation. Last week the super-colider held antimatter for 16 minutes, beating the old record of a couple seconds... and nobody I talked to knew about this,a seemingly important event in the scientific world. Though I have to counter argue myself here: it's effects and data are still compiling, so its importance _is_ still fluid at best.
The American society on the majority part had decided stem cell research and therapy is wrong. This had more to do with people not understanding the difference between embryonic and adult branches of the science. For those behind the times, blanking adult human cells was successful, just not from an American, so we didn't advertise or support it. It is a big deal, but when it happened we were more impressed and blown away by the new Apple product that had a high def screen!(that outdated piece of crap...) But that's my point: we as a people have become more impressed with a cheap plastic computer *that does absolutely nothing new* than with the abilities a new bounding science field presents.
We have the ability to travel (and place basic buildings) on Mars. No, this isn't a hopeful scifi nut spewing, there have been multiple proposals internationally to attempt this-st this rate creating a Martian community would take the supposed better part if 30 years by most conservative guesses, but that's with current technologies in the areas represented. The main reason this is never long at is because of initial costs v. profitability. (Might I point out that didn't stop us from going to the moon on a rocket and computer dumber than my calculator?)
I just see a disturbing trend growing more since AIM existed and myspace didn't exist yet: we care more about ways we can communicate (which is important) but so we don't have to actually face thee people we communicate to (virtual friends). It has more to do with being lazy than anything, and we here in the states invest in it so we can be lazier and more socially inept than before. Great progress science is going through when we can compare numbers of people who are our "friends"...
I'd take a society that hails the people responsible for getting us further into space and brings better medicine any day over twitter and facebook.


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Monday, June 13, 2011

Enter: The Deep Web


Alright, to some people, this will be old news. To others, it will be the most intriguing event since the internet itself became mainstreamed. This is a little thing here in the States called the Deep Web. What is the Deep Web you ask? Well, if you think about the world wide web...you can probably guess. It's the majority of the internet that search engines never pop up for you. This is for various reasons: requires a registration to access materials (most databases), isn't linked to anything (no crawling there...), FTP instead of HTTP (Google no likey), and various other reasons. For a brief, but more fulfilling explanation, go here to the wiki article on it.

Ok and here's why these things exist: search engines like Google and Yahoo! Use webcrawlers, which are in a very basic explanation, an information robot that just follows things like links and hits to catalogue into their search fields, which is called crawling. Pretty nifty to find the most popular and accessible websites around, but unfortunately being popular is relatively rare, so for a quick number to explain how much of what's on the internet is hidden, there is 500 times more information hidden from typical search engines than they present. There is a supposed 176,000trillion terrabytes of information on the internet. How bout 'dem apples? Deep Web search engines however take on a less automatic approach: they use crawlers that catalogue word hits, topics, and accessibility within a finite range of topics (such as: science, health, computer technology, people...). So they are far more limited in topics, but they give a much better representation of what is available within a specific topic.

So now you are probably asking yourself, "Why do I honestly give a damn about another series of search engines?" Because this can affect you, positively, negatively, neutrally. You care because one of the benefits of a company becoming savvy with the Deep Web is you have total access to people's official state records, residency, phone numbers, histories, web accounts (browsing not hacking), any mention of you in past internet sites (remember Geocities...?). Potentially all of the internet is stored somewhere else in the internet. Which means all site histories can be accessed (in theory) by people who are good enough to get it (yet again, just purely for access, not hacking, hackers use other methods for access to information). But on the other hand, it means you can find friends and family, check up on your own security on the web, and the security of your loved ones. After all, the less that these databases come up with on you, the better you usually are from phishing, hacking, theft, identity problems...
Another great benefit to knowing these exist is in the academic and professional worlds: serious databases, such as those for job searching or research, require an account to access anything, and therefore Google and Yahoo! don't give a damn about it.

This blog post has some very good Deep Web Engines if you are curious and wish to explore.

This website, called pipl.com, is fun if you want to see what's on the web about you. Be forwarned, it is kind of spooky what can come up.
Anyways, I found this to be (b)very(/b) interesting because I want to be a Information Technology Specialist. So, there you have it. The web is deep, the web is all knowing, the web is mostly hidden.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Meca

It's interesting to think about how people wound up where they are. I'm speaking geographically, not professionally or spiritually or anything of that sense.
Part of it is the winds of fate, some people just take a job where they can get one, some bum around, some never truly settle. But what of those who actually decide, "this is where I want to be."?
I myself chose my undergraduate university by affordability, distance away from home, but still a quick drive back there. The town itself has been on a backwards downward spiral for decades, and had ceased as a true "college town" and has become culturally void (with some exceptions) and the peoples stupid. This is not a town I could ever settle down in. I need something big enough where there is something new everyday and people know who M.C. Escher was (so to speak)...
Unfortunately I still have grad school to go to and that I leave in part to fate, I can only narrow it to a few places... Some people love their college towns so much they stay (this is actually a widespread desire amongst colleges for economic reasons), but that is so foreign to me I couldn't imagine just staying put in a community like that.
But when people decide where they want to settle down, they research and contemplate what kind of community would satiate them for life. This is a personal decision based on many aspects:
-Where can I get a progressive career going?
-Where has a good school system?
-Where has a culture similar to my interests?(conservative, liberal, religious, intellectual, capitalistic, multi-cultural, academic, small, large, rural, urban...)
-Where has good property values?
-Taxes?
-Geological location (mountainous, ocean, desert...)?
And many more questions to be sure.
I myself think it's fun to think where I might want to wind out. The problem is I haven't visited that many areas, so my scope is fairly limited. To me I would like a suburban outfit close to a major metropolitan area. The only places I've ever been where this exists are the Seattle area, the Portland (Ore.) area, the San Fran and LA areas, ans that's about it.
I love my hometown of Boise, but it is a developing city and still lacks many of the trivial lifestyle wants I desire.
Saltlake City is about the same as Boise in almost all respects, except the surrounding area is disgusting in my opinion, and the local political, sociological, and economic climates are very hostile for someone like me (nothing like moving someplace and bitching every week about how all you want is a damn martini on a sunday...).
I don't like California too much, no. cal. isn't too bad, but it lacks the cities which I really want.
Portland is really nice, the only hitch is my wonderful significant other would need a masters degree to work in her particular field, as per state requirements. But the city had a good scene, something always going on, and I can still visit the folks in short order.
Seattle is also fabulous, just really rainy weather all the time. A little further from the folks, but the city is alive! Being a seaside town, it has a lot of diversity, growth, and culture to it. It's right above silicon valley, which could be advantageous for my given career.
But I don't know squat about anything east of Missoula, Mt. So maybe that's why twenty-somethings rarely ever settle down, there is so much to see in the world! So I'm hoping in my grad schooling I can get time to feel the older half of the country, so my decision on where I want to settle down can be better informed.
Now for something a little different: I want YOU the reader to make a list of what you want in your hometown of choice. Put it as a comment on this blog-post, in your journal, or wherever. I'm interested in how other people make this decision.

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Saturday, June 11, 2011

Sittin' around

So here I am. Sitting outside the Board Room with my bari at our local Clarion Inn, watching costumed caterpillars and handbag flamingos wander about. Blue dressed blondes and bunny eared waiters...yup, it's another fund raiser with Band on Demand. This time it's a Through the Looking Glass theme, and about as organized as Wonderland ever was.
For those in the know, I am an individual who believes in giving charitably, but money is preciously little for any undergrad, so in order to give back to my community, I must conceive of some volunteer event. Low and behold, there is a band which performs regular volunteer events, and they asked me to be their bari player. Anything to keep playing, right? So this is my way of giving back what precious little I can while in college. The best part? The funds go to the Civic Symphony! You can take that as you wish, but it goes directly back to a community I have been involved with for years.
So that's my schpiel. Go do something charitable, help your community, it in return will make that community that much stronger. And when you live in the sticks, that's important.

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Monday, June 6, 2011

Couples

Ok. Tonight's blog is brought to you in part by my lovely wonderful girlfriend. The topic you ask? romantic couples. A relationship is hard to keep in good graces.not, "this feels like work and hard labor" but that it requires a couple to work together to achieve similar goals, which no matter the relationship, forced mediation is just plain hard for humans.
A lot of people, probably most, never get a good feel of what it takes to keep a relationship healthy, alive, and thriving, from how they grew up. Kids can see the outcomes of how a relationship is when observing how the parents interact. This means they know that if a couple is"good" they kiss, smile, hold hands, and do all sorts of cute couple things. These things don't make a couple good though, just result from what does.(as an aside I believe most of the west's current martial problems stem in some part from this lack of understanding)
A relationship is built on a few key things (by no means am I an expert in relationships, or in explaining them):
first I believe is trust. How can anything be believed (like where you were last night) or bestowed (like borrowing the car) amongst many other aspects. So building and Maintaining this trust is critical to keeping a relationship alive.

Second is listening. If you don't hear that she needs some new feminine products in an emergency, you can bet things won't be pleasant for you for a while. If he is saying something he thinks is amusing, don't sigh and took your eyes and ignore it, he probably will go out to find someone who will respond.(not to say sighing and rolling your eyes can't be a response in a positive, just using it as the cliche "ignore"response). Listen to each others wants and needs to keep the relationship alive, and then act on those things to make it Thrive.

Third part is just that: taking action. talk is cheap. To prove your listening skills and give more reason for your partner to trust you, work to get things done. Surprises are always welcome, of course, but help is even more accepted. You function together, so don't be afraid to pitch money on a project for them, you benefit too! If they ned help around the house, just remember they aren't your maid, you live there too, and the quicker you can get things done, the sooner you can have fun:D. acting like a loving adult will strengthen the relationship and let it grow.

Now there are tons of other rules to making a relationship succeed, but I believe that most of those smaller rules stem from one of the above rules.

I use this topic tonight because I believe, very strongly, that I am in a relationship that is thriving, surviving, growing, and just plain kicking ass. She knows why i think this,i know why. But there you go, a hidden motive for everything.

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